Saccharin

You know, I never meant to walk away
其实，我从来没有想过要离开
We walked away to cease the pain
我们分别也只是为了不再伤害
I tried to hold it, but it’s just the same
我试图握紧的一切，最终还是消散了
I guess this ending never changes
我想，结局大概早已成为命运的安排
Why do I start to run to follow your shadows
不知为何我开始追寻你的踪迹
When I never want to seize a moment of yours
虽然我依旧不敢触碰你的世界
Tried to hide how I feel, but I never made it
一切情绪的压抑只不过是徒劳
So why can’t you wait there for me?
为什么在最后，你放弃了等待
I hate that I got caught
我憎恨身不由己
In things that I regretted
陷入遗憾的泥潭
You’re the saccharin I won’t give away
你是我永远不愿忘怀的，苦涩中的那抹甜蜜
I lied that I’d be OK
我谎称过得很好
I miss you in the shaded
夜里却偷偷想你
Sleeping with your dolly to see your face
抱着你送给我的娃娃，泪水模糊之处都是你
Still I’m wishing
我仍怀抱希望
That you’re gonna show up at the grocery store
能在熟悉的杂货店遇见你
Though I know
但我深深知道
That your number’s the last thing that I should’ve called
我再也没有资格去打扰你
Waiting for somebody
愿你早日寻见
Better than what I’ll be
比我更好的她
So you’ll find your happiness without me
愿你在自己的时空里幸福下去
I cried for every goodbye we waved
我为每一次分别感到难过
And I can tell, you felt the same
我知道，你也曾为此惋惜
So I start to question all the noes you said
我不愿轻信你的每一次回绝
Like you’ll never hesitate
因为你的冷漠似乎毫无犹豫
Why do I start to run to follow your shadows
不知为何我开始追寻你的踪迹
When I never want to seize a moment of yours
虽然我依旧不敢触碰你的世界
Tried to hide all the tears, but I never made it
一切哭泣的克制只不过是徒劳
So why can’t you wait there for me?
为什么在最后，你放弃了等待
I hate that I got caught
我憎恨身不由己
In things that I regretted
陷入遗憾的泥潭
You’re the saccharin I won’t give away
你是我永远不愿忘怀的，苦涩中的那抹甜蜜
F*ck I’m never OK
我一直过得不好
I miss you in the shaded
夜里总偷偷想你
Sleeping with your dolly to see your face
抱着你送给我的娃娃，泪水模糊之处都是你
Still I’m wishing
我仍怀抱希望
That you’re gonna show up at the grocery store
能在熟悉的杂货店遇见你
Though I know
但我深深知道
That your number’s the last thing that I should’ve called
我再也没有资格去打扰你
But if you need somebody
若你需要陪伴
You know where to find me
我愿在此等待
‘Coz I hold a place here for you and me
因为我心里总有一片属于我们的天地